adding someone on facebook because you met them once and they seemed very friendly and attractive or had one of those special attitudes or faces that you remember
like hey remember i got really fucked up in your basement thanks for hosting haha not sure if you could tell or not???
I've forgotten how to talk to people and all my thought experiments end poorly, in 'what's the point's
part of that is being scared, and not open
part of it is really not wanting to shoot blanks into the web, not wanting to add to the backlog of tangential acquaintances, not wanting to add someone, then say nothing, because you feel awkward and you've forgotten how to talk to people
the alternative is to not add, and hope or pray that you run into this person in some real life circumstances which would be more conducive to conversation and chilling,
but that involves time and risk especially that of never seeing them ever again,
and kw is so small yet big enough for the things I want to never happen
and the internet reminds you of things that can never happen
the obvious answer is
showing up in DMs is never a good thing, what's the point
facebook dating? why don't I just add someone I met once and thought they had a special face
okay guess i'll just
wander around uptown
not like i had time anyways
going to be hard when i planned to stay inside and play cs all evening
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